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SHUBEI

22NOV1994
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I'm the author of my life. Unfortunately, I'm writing in pen & I can't erase my mistakes.

I am nowhere near perfect. My hair doesn't always stays in place. I'm clumsy at times.
The only thing that can make me happy whenever I'm feeling down are chocolates and sweets.
I love rainbows and bright colours. I believe in unicorns & happy endings. I eat when I'm bored.
I fall for boys easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies.
I'm hoping that one day I won't need a fake smile.
I live by quotes that explain EXACTLY what I'm going through.
I make up excuses for everything. I have bestfriends and enemies.
I have dramas and memories. I'm an average teenage girl - & that's life.
I have to live it, love it and learn from it.

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JANUARY
o1.o1 WANXIN!,ESTHER b'day!
o2.o1 ZIKENG k0r b'day!
o5.o1 su-lynn b'day!
10.o1 'O' lvl results release
15.o1 WENSHI & yehHERN b'day!
18.o1 justin b'day!
22.o1 JACELYN b'day!!
24.o1 chinguan's birthday!
25.o1 iskandar b'day!
26.o1 faizal's b'day!
27.o1 shunyu & yifang b'day!
29.o1 JIAHAO b'day!
3o.o1 ck+ck b'day!

FEBRUARY
o9.o2 ERIC b'day!!
1o.o2 benjamin sir b'day!
12.o2 EKKO b'day!!
14.o2 SOLIHIN b'day + valentine's day
15.o2 GERALD b'day!!
24.o2 weeli b'day!
25.o2 LUQMAN b'day!

MARCH
o9.o3 JONATHAN b'day!
11.o3 kailing b'day!
13.o3 lydia b'day!
23.o3 kanglong b'day!
24.o3 JIAYUN b'day!!
27.o3 MALCOLM & jingWEN[3c'o9] b'day!

APRIL
o1.o4 SHUNJIE b'day!
o4.o4 qianYI b'day!
o8.o4 venus,luyi b'day!
1o.o4 jasmine b'day!
14.o4 meixuan,meihui b'day!
22.o4 peiWEN b'day!
24.o4 XIN EN b'day!!
26.o4 manling b'day!
27.o4 YEECHENG b'day!
28.o4 KENNETH b'day!

MAY
o5.o5 qianNI b'day!!
o8.o5 joyce,shixin b'day!
o9.o5 weiwen sir b'day!
1o.o5 moses b'day!
13.o5 stone k0r b'day!
15.o5 ADELINE's b'day!!
16.o5 VERA's b'day!!
17.o5 chester's b'day!
21.o5 AARON's b'day!!
26.o5 ANGELA's b'day!
29.o5 jodenia's b'day!

JUNE
o1.o6 TRICIA b'day!
o2.o6 jingyi b'day!
o5.o6 alaina b'day!
17.o6 sheena & JEFFERSON b'day!
23.o6 jinrui b'day!
24.o6 MEILING!,kwaiga b'day!
26.o6 JINGWEN[4f'o9] b'day!!
28.o6 natalie b'day!

JULY
o2.o7 JINGPENG,sean b'day!
o3.o7 xinda b'day!
o6.o7 SIANGNING b'day!
o7.o7 DAVID!,WEIXUAN b'day!
11.o7 daphne b'day!
12.o7 STELLAR b'day!
24.o7 weichun b'day!

AUGUST
o9.o8 SINGAPORE b'day!
1o.o8 VALERIE, chiEN birthday!
12.o8 nicole b'day!
13.o8 LELE b'day!!
14.o8 JIASHENG b'day!
16.o8 shiying b'day!
2o.o8 DANIEL b'day!
3o.o8 ALISA b'day!

SEPTEMBER
o6.o9 HAZIQ,DEXTER b'day!>
o7.o9 SIANGNING b'day!!
12.o9 vanessa b'day!
16.o9 YUHAN b'day!!
22.o9 chenghan sir b'day!
26.o9 jiajia b'day!
27.o9 KANGLING b'day!!
28.o9 SIS!,JOY!,jane b'day!
29.o9 joshua k0r b'day!

OCTOBER
o1.1o MY BIRTHDAY.LOL.
o2.1o melvin kor b'day!
o7.1o JIAJUN kor b'day!!
o8.10 andy b'day!!
11.1o EDMUND b'day!!
12.1o HWAIYI b'day!
23.1o jacqueline,weizhi b'day!

NOVEMBER
o1.11 HUITING b'day!
o6.11 BERNARD b'day!!
11.11 ZIJIAN kor,wenkang b'day!
13.11 vivian b'day!
15.11 XINYUN!,chuanRI b'day!
16.11 ZIYIN b'day!
17.11 leona b'day!
18.11 JIAWEN b'day!!
22.11 MY b'day!!
23.11 haiTING b'day!
24.11 meiyu b'day!
3o.11 FAITH b'day!!

DECEMBER
o4.12 hweejie b'day
o5.12 shiting b'day
o6.12 yeda b'day
1o.12 yijie b'day
11.12 junpei jie b'day
17.12 yuxuan b'day
28.12 zhihao b'day




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Sunday, April 15, 2012

omg , my latest post was actl dated back to feb , im so awesome shytz HAHAHAHAAH !
and i've got no idea who i was referring to back then .
ohwell , foc and csop is over . the reasons to stay after you left are no longer in place , so maybe i should just go ? things aint getting better , or maybe it did, just that i didnt realise .
tsk , school's starting tomorrow . so shall my life i suppose ? my 大革命 didnt turn out successful , baaaaaaaaaa . maybe i really should start it all over again .

needa get my optimism back again , i cant let them worry for me constantly .


rained @ 4:32 PM


Friday, February 3, 2012

i think im way too nice .
i keep wanting to forgive ppl even though they dont deserve to .
first you, thn him. thn her too probably? i dont want all these to happen seriously.
i keep thinking you just dw to let ppl know how you truly feel, so you're just lying your way through.
thn ppl keep telling me you prolly dk what to do, dk how to face me. ohkay can . and yes i am indeed avoiding you. yes i am unable to look at you or be in th same place with you for long , no matter how badly i've been wanting to see you everytime .
giving up and letting go has never been in my dictionary before although i've been trying to work on it for months .
seriously. fail.


rained @ 7:03 PM


Sunday, January 22, 2012

Ytd was awesome, despite missing th rainbow and waiting damn long for 160 and reaching home late .

It's loved all thanks to my awesome npcc family, th family with REAL mutual trust. They are th ones who'd never leave no matter what .

I do wonder . Is society really my family now? It was in th past, with my four most impt peeps in society . Now I'm left with one and a half most impt peeps . Less than half th original no. of impt ppl. Totally lost now .. family. What is family ? it takes time to build th bond and trust. 6months is nothing compared to th 4years . True friends never leave . Only fake friends like you will , and I don't freaking care anymore . Really will never ever trust guys in terms of everything now , not just r/s . Thanks for ruining my life. You never understood me, so don't assume you do, don't assume my actions with your own thinking .

Anyways . Happy birthday laopo! I promise, I will never divorce you ever again in th future . I don't let one guy make me divorce you AGAIN. once is enough. I certainly had a hard time wanting to divorce you back thn , but for his sake, a bastard's sake . Oh forget it.

He thinks that my r/s with you is for fun, but I certainly do treasure this r/s, this 'marriage' lols haha !

Cny resolution : never to trust guys too much with anything again . Be it r/s or friendship .



rained @ 1:39 AM


Friday, January 20, 2012

totally wts day ..



rained @ 11:52 PM


Thursday, January 19, 2012

Just thinking . Should I lockup my blog thn I can pour everything here ? My tumblr followers are increasing each day , and I've got no intentions to let him know I've been tumblring about him everyday ..


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